June 12th, 2012, 5:02 pm

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June 12th, 2012, 5:02 pm

THANKYOU and this cafe and other things

THANK YOU FOR READING THIS COMIC!!! I am always so greatful for all the readership...thanks so much!!! :'DDD this comic doesn't deserve this man... =')

also, I hope this bit and the next bit coming up will allow this character to explain his thoughts, even if they are extremely flawed- everyone is human. I ran into a guy who did a similar thing to me, and totally screwed me over, which I think spurred me to do this part even more! I hope the conversation is alright...it's really hard to get real yet narrative conversation ='I... I suck at this!!

also I just wanted to say, the cafe these characters are sitting in is a real, very real, little place in Bristol (well, not so little...) it's a Boston Tea Party in Clifton, which has a beautiful round edge on the top floor, where you can sit out and look over all those tall georgian Buildings...just beautiful ='D if you live near there, i suggest you check it out- or I wonder if anyone has been there??

I will write more in a second! -editedit-

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June 20th, 2012, 7:49 am



thank you so much for just commenting!!! and wah giving all your tohughts it's really neat to hear all the differing POVs, such strong emotions- i'm really greatful for this- so thank you =)

@Flari hhahahah XD! thanks for commenting <333 ='D

@Lady Of Crimson that's totally it!! XD (an attention seeking complex) thanks for commenting ='D

@bakura240 awe, this is such a sweet comment =') thank you <3

@Mr.Marple yeah, that was the intention of the character- (I mean he is the sort of character who does tihngs on impulse and doesn't really think about what he's done until it's done) the thing is, as bad as the action is, a lot of people and teenage boys i've met in my youth never intended to hurt anyone! it was neat to hear your thoughts, and thanks for the comment too~ ='D

@Falconer wahhh, i'm really flattered, thank you so so much ='DDD

@xXJESSEXMUFFINSXx LOL your comments always make me laugh, thank you!! XD

@reapervampire it really is an awful reaction to needing an ego boost :( thanks for commenting so much!! ='D

@December LOL this comment made me laugh D that Irony of a man's feelings and intentions!! XD thanks for commenting :'D

@heropants wow, i can't beleive you did that- thanks for taking the time to read it ='DDD

@Cruz_n_Angel hahahaha XD yeah, i hoper tyhe next update gives more of an insight into the tihnking, though the thinking is very flawed- it's basially very raw emotional reactions and feelings! thanks for commenting ='D

@jonasfx I'm the same =DD I totally have toruble i guess sorting tohurgh things in my head? it helps to say things out loud to get something sorted! thanks for commenting as always <3~

@mananabiscuit i really suck at comic writing!!! XD thank you for feeling so passionately aobut this comic ='0 i hope you are doing OK!!!!

@Reiu Shanra waw, this means so much to me, thank you =')))

@thryn yeah, idk about anyone else but my stories are likea mixture of tihngs that have happened to me!! I think everyone is even a little bit infleucned by their own expriences ='D yeah, that guy, he's a real jerk but like...I can see why he did all the stuff he did back then. unfortunately tho, when i saw him recently he totally blew me off!! >:I and that really upset me XD but totally spurred me to do this whole thing in the comic..anyway sorry to totally rant!! thanks for such kind workds and ashsdgjdsajfsg you are awesome and yeah ='IIII

@zmbchn thank you for this small yet heart felt comment, thank you - i love how much oassion there is for this silly comic =')

@svecica hahaha!! XD this comment made me laugh, but it's so sweet and passionate, thank you for writ8ing such apssionate stuff!! ='DDD

@MissJulius awe, thanks for such a sweet comment ='D I hope the wriitng stands as a good enough epxlanation... i'm no good at this!! thanks for commenting!!! >w<

@Pandacrash wah that is quite an acheivement thank you for just stiucking it out and actually wanting to keep reading ='DDD gfjkdsfghgfdfg!!!

@eternalbeliever12 I LOVE that you are so emotional, I am both upser that a dear friend of mine feels very strongly and I hope this comic hasn't brought out unwanted emotions!! ='I at the same time i'm very thankful you feel so passionately ='D I think it's such a debatable subject!! there really are people out there who do stupid things because they really are just not thinking >_< but i also bleieve that yes, i tihnk even in those situations, well, you always have a choice- you know what i mean Idk...i've never been in a situation where i've lost control, but i tihnk everyone has the power to make the right desicion ='I

@Essency i feel most of us are like this in our youth ;_; I really can't explain it.. thanks for commenting ~ <3

@Zeromotion yeah, I know someone/a few people who've made mistakes like this- I really can't hate them because they never did it intentionally, but their actions are stupid and it's easy to get angry at them for that - thanks for giving your thoughts on the situation this is cool ;_;~ thank you <33~


June 12th, 2012, 5:07 pm

He still is an asshole, but YAY for update and ongoing story, I love this =DDDDD

June 12th, 2012, 5:15 pm

Yay! update!

Wow, blake, got a little attention complex or something? XD

June 12th, 2012, 5:24 pm

Oh Blake. I still find myself sympathizing with him :/

June 12th, 2012, 5:36 pm


I want to be so angry at him for what he did...
but I can't be. Really he just comes off as stupid, he made a decision on impulse and without considering the one it involved, not cruel or mean.

Edit; on second thought stupid is probably not the write word to use. but i just want to be so angry at him.

(ps. late edit is.. really late.)

June 12th, 2012, 5:39 pm

Thanks! :> I love your comics so much; you write characters and relationships really well. I'm jealous! *_* That's what makes it so good - because it is really believable. I know people who have done things like this, unfortunately. :/

I loved Far-Out Mantic and somehow missed that you had a new comic. D: But its okay BECAUSE NOW I KNOW ABOUT IT AND I LOVE IT AND ITS AMAZING

Stay awesome as always <3

June 12th, 2012, 6:23 pm

Tisk tisk tisk...

Blake Blake Blake... you're still an assfuckbuttdick! >:0

June 12th, 2012, 6:43 pm

So you took advantage of her. Shaaame on you.

June 12th, 2012, 10:35 pm

so what, your point is you didn't want to hurt her feelings? right, now you totally haven't hurt her feelings.

June 12th, 2012, 11:52 pm

Well Blake we'll see how the whole "wanted to see me" works out for you now that you've slept with her and ran away; but I'm glad we will get to step into his psyche a bit and see what he has to say for himself.

June 13th, 2012, 2:52 am

yesyesyes~ get some words out of that stupid mouth. put some words on those feelings, blake :)
atleast that's my view on this. I have a hard time understanding myself sometimes, then I need someone to bandy words with. that usually clears things up and brings out emotions that might have gone unnoticed otherwise.

I hope blake takes this opportunity and won't just bolt off again in the next page.
that scaredy cat ;D

June 13th, 2012, 3:37 am

I get what he's saying...(also you're good at comic writing, you made it easy for us to sympathize with him but still be really really angry at him, hehe, like a real person. And a lot of people commenting are talking to him like he's a real person xD It's not even a comic anymore, we're yelling at people because when it comes to 'suspension of doubt' there's not much work we have to do. it's way past believable). So yeah, I'm still mad at him. HAH. For hurting Ruthie. This is such a realistic situation, we're feeling all of the emotions xD

June 13th, 2012, 3:58 pm

Ahhh! i think its really interesting that something similar happened to you! it adds a certain vulnerability to everything it makes sense why the story seemed so authentic to me<3 ahh he is certainly flawed but, i am interested to see what he has to say about it! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK! you say narrative convo isn't your strong point BUT I ACTUALLY THINK YOU ARE QUITE GOOOD AT IT<333 DO YOUR BEST MWAHHH~

June 14th, 2012, 10:27 am

Oh, Blake...

June 14th, 2012, 4:47 pm


what a jerk! gosh i hate blake so much and i will never like him ever again!!!

June 15th, 2012, 2:59 am

Ohh Blake, you wienie! XD
I'm glad we get to see Blake explain himself and not have it just be a 2-dimensional answer of "Yeah man, I just felt like it" while I want to shake him until his head pops off I can't help but, like most people here, hear him out and hope he can grow from his situation.
Be strong, everyone! May good things come your way! <3

June 15th, 2012, 9:17 am


I just got to this point of the comic, and it took me 2 hours to read x.x i want more please <3

June 17th, 2012, 3:51 pm

I know everyone is human, but I believe there is a standard everyone should live by and hurting people like this is not ok. I know people are flawed but this is ridiculous there are consequences in life that should not be forgotten! When people act like this I get so upset....its madness. Even so I hope I will be able to understand Blake and why he did it, but he will always be a bit of a dickhead to me. Im sorry, I dont mean to be so emotional like that ><

June 19th, 2012, 4:56 am

The fact that he screws up so much and runs away from his problems makes him so relatable to me that it reminds me of my cowardly youth. T___T

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